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Thursday, November 25, 2010

到底多简单又多困难?

我很困扰,我试着不想...但我很气。
到底该气你?还是气自己?
到底要怎样才算是一个朋友?

你有心事,你有问题,我会尽量帮你。
但为何你不想说?却又说我一点也不关心、不明白?
我只能在一旁看着你,看你哭泣、看你颓丧。
我要怎么做,你才会打开自己的心门让我明白?

并不是我不管,而是我管不着。
你说你很庆幸他是你的朋友。
那我和其他人算些什么?
我们不是陌生人。
如果你要我天天陪着你,谈心事...我会!
但你有没有选择过告诉我们?没有。

我试过问你,我试过明白你。
但你什么也不表露,只说“没事?会有什么事?”
你知道,我有多心痛吗?
你知道,我有多无奈吗?
你知道,我有多生气吗?

对,大家都认为你是一个开心果。
但我们都明白,人总有不开心的时候。
为什么要假装自己?为什么要掩盖自己?
难道人就要一生带着面具做人吗?
难道人就要一生隐藏自己的情绪吗?

简单的是,我是你的朋友!
你需要我时,我一定在!
困难的是,你不愿向我倾诉。
我也不想勉强你做你不想做的事。

不是我不给予关怀,而是你不接受我的存在。
朋友,我当你是朋友我就预了你在我生命中存在一辈子。
如果我们都不愿意坦诚,那友谊又算是什么意思?


小乔 · 笔

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

一杯清水

一切都发生得很突然,我只能用“一杯清水”去解释一切。

你,就像是一杯清水。
一直在身边,但又不会被注意的一杯饮品。
但没有你,我的世界就不完整。

我尝过各种酸甜苦辣的饮品。
但到最后我开始感到厌倦了...
才发现一直在我身边的清水,才是最真实、最可靠的。

你不特别甜,也不特别好喝。
但你给我爱的滋润,完美了我的世界。
我不会对你厌倦,因为试问谁能对清水厌腻?
谁能过着没有清水的世界?

你,就是那个一直在我身边我却不为意的一个人。
当我心碎之后,靠自己站起来时,我才真正发现你的存在是多么的美妙。
的却是很突然...因为我们一直以来都只是朋友。
但有时候人就是这样,他们一直寻找新鲜感,可是就不会留意身边好的人多的是。

这一次,我不会再错过了。
如今,我们已拥有对方...
你给的爱,我无法抗拒。
而我,开始相信你...爱上你。

我的当当,借我一辈子...
留在我身边,好吗? =)
我 · 爱 · 你


小乔 · 笔

Sunday, November 21, 2010

朋友

看了朋友的部落格,我有点感触。
我开始发觉,也许我还不够用心去了解我的朋友。
到底是没有人了解我们?还是我们不让人了解?
有时候想大声喊出所有烦恼,但往往就有口难言。
有时候觉得没有人理会,但往往就是我们自己不要打开心门。
为了情人,我可以有异性没人性。
但为了朋友,我可以上刀山,下油锅...赴汤蹈火在所不辞。
只是有时候,人与人之间就是有些距离没有办法完全了解一个人。
可是我的朋友啊,朋友们都在这守候着你,惦记着你。
只要你不放弃,就能找到能倾听你的人。
你喜欢人,我帮你表白;你讨厌人,我帮你骂他;
你能和爱的人一起,我替你高兴;你伤心欲绝时,我和你一起哭;
你想找人说话,我陪你谈到天亮;你想静静发呆,我在一旁等到你发言。
你想找人和你做任何一切一切,我都可以陪你一起去疯狂与冷静。
只要你说出口,我的答案就是 “好,我陪你。”
别忘记,就算这世界没人能找了。我,一定会在的。
小乔 · 笔

Thursday, November 18, 2010

What You Wrote...that is all.

Forever you will remain a shadow which scars the heart of me
Forever will my shadow cloak you from reality
Forever will our shadows overlap
Forever will those shadows remain even in the brightest of times

Words spoken merely to remain uncollapsed
Words as mighty as the sword
Words which many people are trembled
Word... just words... that brings no end to this wretched world

Confusion, a feeling so terrifying
It scars the heart with mind playing games

What is loneliness?
Dwelling in the cold edges of life
Clinging to the corners of darkness
Calling out to no one but thyself

Love; A feeling that tingles the heart & tickles your soul,
Nothing but a mere word, but when put to action it makes you whole.
Love; Brings happiness, gives hope & breathes life,
On other occasions; brings hatred, gives sorrow & inflict heartaches.
Love has no beginnings & it will have no end, Sharing & caring, hand in hand,
Be it friend/foe, family/friend, Let love forever radiate towards all with no end.


P.S. Sometimes I wonder if its still true

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

What is love?

What is love?

Love is pure, but why do we complicate love?

People live for love, die for love, leave for love, stay for love.

As for me, i like to keep someone's love with me, and keep my love with myself.

You can say i love myself more than i love others, because loving someone more than myself hurts so much more.

Although i say all this, but the fact is my heart always break into pieces, and leave one small piece behind for that someone.

I move on, but doesnt mean i forget. Somehow sometimes when i think about it i'll still see the scars of my heart.

It will never heal, it will never disappear.

Sometimes i wonder how much i can still give for the one in future.

Though i'll still have feelings for someone else sooner or later, but i dare not to love any more.

Love is always the reason to start all the pain and sorrows.

Though there are some happy moments, but the sad ones always comes first before it.

I've seen people betrayed by others, and others betrayed some others.

I dont know how and what to believe any more, as i know this world is full of lies.

Some people cant live without lies, but i cant live with any lies in my life.

Honesty is the key i always say. But ironically i cant be honest enough to anyone.

Im being emotional for all sorts of random stuff, and somehow it leads back to...

What is love? Why do people still search for it?

Give me one good, real good reason.


Xiao Qiao

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Back To Zero

Those memories are still clear, i will never forget.

I fell in love, i tried to keep him, and it failed. I cried, i went crazy and then i let go.

Now it ALL goes back to zero.

As if i've never had love before, as if i dont know how to love any more.

As if no one is important in my life any more.

I guess when everyone says they're moving on, it means starting back from zero.



I cant find my heart, i dont feel my heart pumping, i dont feel myself breathing.

Im tired, tired of all this. Tired of searching for the right one.

Tired of people only love me for some reason. But in fact love, has no reason at all.

I wish i was someone greater than who i am now, cause' i feel like i exist for a larger purpose.

Is God trying to play on me? Or is he trying to train me? I will never know and it only depends on how i think.


Xiao Qiao