I fell in love, i tried to keep him, and it failed. I cried, i went crazy and then i let go.
Now it ALL goes back to zero.
As if i've never had love before, as if i dont know how to love any more.
As if no one is important in my life any more.
I guess when everyone says they're moving on, it means starting back from zero.
I cant find my heart, i dont feel my heart pumping, i dont feel myself breathing.
Im tired, tired of all this. Tired of searching for the right one.
Tired of people only love me for some reason. But in fact love, has no reason at all.
I wish i was someone greater than who i am now, cause' i feel like i exist for a larger purpose.
Is God trying to play on me? Or is he trying to train me? I will never know and it only depends on how i think.
Xiao Qiao
